How i turned my body over and learned to love myself

Success is a failure, inverted from the inside Silver shades of cloud of doubt And you’ll never be able to tell me how close you are Maybe he’s close to what the afar looks like So watch when you get the most It happens when everything seems to be the worst that you should not leave. “

One of my professors, Mrs. Jakssh, shared the above lines with me. I didn’ t know that these lines would change my life forever and for the better

It was a beautiful day, and I felt a long way from the beautiful one-all this thanks to years and years on my body and spite

Butterball, Grampus, turbby is a few aliases I got in school. I was ten when a group of children laughed at me for calling me “fat.” It was the first time in my entire life, and definitely not the last one, I felt bad for me. There was a big knot in my throat, and it hurt to swallow. My stomach turned away, my hands trembled, and my ears were burning. I wanted to cry, I didn’ t cry. I wanted revenge, I couldn’t. I wanted to run away from them and me. And, unfortunately, since that time, it has become a habit

Things didn’ t get better because I grew up in an awkward teenager. The fact that I expected that I would look and behave in a certain way would have been a long time

The reason I clearly remembered this incident was because he came back to me a long time after it happened. And every time it happened, it brought with it a lot of discomfort. And to cope with the unhappiness and to find some comfort, I went to the food. I ate more than I should have. And before I knew it, it became a habit

Things didn’ t get better because I grew up in an awkward teenager. The fact that I had to look and behave in a certain way gave me a lot of time. I’ve tried everything else

And all these fashion magazines I read didn’ t help me either. I would like to look like the ideal model, and I thought he was hungry for the easiest way to do that. But when nothing worked, I would go into the skids and go on a journey with pity, which invariably led to several rounds

By the end of the first year of college, I was mentally and physically exhausted and there was no point. It was as if I’d been sleuting my whole life

By the time I went to college, I was obese with a distorted body. I was never home for the first time and in total despair. I was, of course, friends, but for some reason, I gave up social life. Being in a new place, meeting new people, nothing excites me. By the end of the first year of college, I was mentally and physically exhausted and there was no point. It was as if I’d been sleuting my whole life

I slept too much and skipped classes every day. I failed all the exams, including English and history (my favorite topics). I couldn’t pay

I’m tired of being the one who wasn’t me. I was afraid to look in the mirror. I saw a stranger looking at me. One day, this stranger in the mirror told me: “Run!”

And I did it. I was running away from any life I had to offer – good, bad, and everything else. I questioned my purpose in life, and when I couldn’t find the answer, I decided that my life was useless. I thought it was over, but something kept me

Something, I learned much later, was a conversation that was supposed to happen to my English professor, Mrs. Yaksh

Although, in her case, the normal weight was not a question, due to the medical situation, it did not stop her because she was graceful, cool, fun, and Essie

While I thought I was invisible to the world, someone noticed me. Half an hour into the conversation, I missed the baby. My senses have broken through me, and I poured my heart out. Being in the same boat as a teenager who fights obesity, she knew that I was going to

I was most impressed that she had won the battle without losing weight, but beating the negative. Although, in her case, the normal weight was not a question, due to the medical situation, it did not stop her because she was graceful, cool, fun, and Essie

I don’t know how much my life would have changed if she hadn’t shared her story with me. In addition to sharing her story, she also shared these inspirational lines from one of her favorite poems. Only before deciding on a change of life, she scratched the lines on a piece of paper, and she would wipe it out for me. It changed me and changed what I looked like in my life

He has made efforts, and he is still making efforts, many of them not to give up or to give up. He’s not trying to get out of the program

However, the change was neither radical nor dramatic. It was gradual. It took a lot of effort. She made an effort to conquer the temptation, she made an effort to get into the hall, she made an effort to give up the extra calories, she made an effort to get rid of old habits. She made an effort to forgive and forget, she made an effort to learn to laugh at herself. He has made efforts, and he is still making efforts, many of them not to give up or to give up. He’s not trying to get out of the program

I’ve come a long way since my college days and I could have gone far only because I got the support and confidence when I needed him the most. The division of my story is my method of providing guarantees to the people who need it. Today I feel much more comfortable in my own shell than I have ever been. I don’t look perfect, and I don’t want to look perfect.because no one exists. Not even fancy models. While working (clichéd I know), helped me to remain in physical condition, meditation struck me in my soul. Positive help helped me become a happy person

It doesn’t mean I feel unbreakable every day. I’ve got some bad days, too. And when I do, I remind myself that I’m not alone. I know that this is because the study shows this

But the good news is that we live in a world that is more focused on an informed and sympathetic one. You can contact consultants in schools and colleges and get professional advice. There are several groups of assistance that offer professional assistance to people who struggle with various violations

Because of such efforts, which are attached to the understanding of reality and awareness creation, the stigma attached to mental disorders is gradually declining. We are pleased to see this change. This will encourage the world to become not only a better place, but also more comprehensive

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Sophia Sanchez is a passionate educator, student, freelance writer, freelance writer, pilot and adrenaline, all in one. When it does not work, it spends time on networking and can be found on Facebook, Twitter and WordPress